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Sunday, 01 January 2012

  • 2012 Bucket List

    The word "resolution" leaves me dumbfounded. I simply cannot come up with a promise I want to keep for the rest of the year. However, I do need to achieve certain things this year. I also need someone to hold me accountable.

    • Licensure
    • Learn basic Navajo
    • Take the GRE
    • Finish reading or listening to at least 12 leisure books
    • Start attending church & fellowship again
    • Be in bed before 12 AM at least 75% of the year
    • Play and memorize at least 1 new classical piece on each of these instruments:
      • Piano
      • Violin
      • F Horn
    • Send at least 1 letter/postcard or package to a friend per week
    • Create 4 artsy/crafty pieces for my own enjoyment
    • Continue to
      • De-clutter
      • Travel
      • Exercise
      • Cook
      • Go to work
    Currently
    To Whom It May Concern
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Friday, 31 December 2010

  • Looking Back in 2010

    2010, has got to be one of the most exciting years of my life:

    1. April 6th: First real job offer.

    2. April 17th: First time in a wedding party, as a MoH, giving a toast, & catching the bouquet!

    3. May 11th: Last final exam in pharmacy school.
    4. May 15th: First car.

    5. Aug 19th: First time visiting a dessert.

    6. Nov 15th: First time living on an Indian reservation & first time in "Southern" U.S.

    7. Dec 20th: First time in space***.

    8. Dec 24th: Completing my tour of the East Coast*, for now**!
    *Eastern states visited so far, in life: FL, GA, SC, NC, (TN), VA, DC, MD, NJ, PA, CT, NY, MA, VT.
    **East Coast states missing: DE, RI, NH, ME.
    ****Cough*yea right...

Tuesday, 19 October 2010

  • Today is the Past of the Future

    I posted this on my Facebook wall, but I thought I should elaborate.

    When I look back in time, I always remember the good times. I should just enjoy the present, because today is the past of the future.

    I always remember high school as this amazing time I had. All the activities I was involved in, all the amazing people I meet, and all the people who treated me as a friend, sometimes, even a role model! I would never trade anything else for a high school experience. If I think really hard, I've gone through heartbreaks, hardships, and arguments, but all of it seems to be worth the price.

    I always remember the two years of undergraduate of college as this life changing experience. I was granted with opportunities I didn't know how to ask for, I also met and worked with amazing people. I was almost famous on campus with all the students and residents that said hi to me every few steps I take. Sure, I did poorly in a few classes, but it was worth it, I finally got to know what "close to failing" felt like. If I've never been there, it'd be hard to be humble.

    I remember the years in pharmacy school, learning how much potential there is in each of us. I also met amazing people, really brilliant ones, really smart ones, really nice ones. Pharmacy school was lots of studying, but studying together was probably the most productive hanging out I've done in my life. So many times, I worried that I will not go onto the next year, so many times, I cry because I am so stressed out, but here I am, about to finish it up in May.

    Rotations seem like so much work. I still think back to the first rotation: I didn't get the perfect grade, but it was still worth it. I think to my second rotation, driving to different places, but how I miss that rotation. I think to my third one, it seemed like I was not appreciated at the time, but I miss the people now, and I wish I would have the same projects again.

    I am on my 4th out of 7 rotations right now. That's more than half way. Time flies, and this cycle needs to stop. I need to enjoy every awesome opportunity I have, as it is happening. It will turn out to be a great time anyway, so why not enjoy it now as well?

    It's hard to appreciate the "now," but it is called the "present." I want to be a person who is happy, who enjoys the present, and who can bring joy, instead of someone who regrets later, and only remember the good things when the good things have disappeared from my life.

Sunday, 16 May 2010

  • Generosity

    I often think of the people that I always ask favors from. 

    The other day, Jens was talking about working people, who would/can only do one task at work, who is never willing to do anything more than their job description. They can't go out of their way to complete a task, they can't come up with new ideas to contribute to their organization, they can't even respond to an e-mail that does not have a direct impact on their job. 

    The people I ask favors from are people that are recognized as easy to ask favors from.

    I do not give off a good vibe when people ask me to do favors. It depends on who is asking me, and what they are asking me to do of course, but why do I need these criteria to genuinely want to help someone? I want to be a pharmacist, I want to work at IHS helping the underprivileged. But there are lots of alcoholics and smokers, I don't like the smell of alcoholics and smokers, so am I going to give off a vibe that shows how disgusted I am?

    They would give anything they have, just to help me out.

    It may not have to be money that I am talking about, often, it is NOT about the money. They would give them their time, hours a time, they would drive me to my apartment, even though it is completely out of the way. They would not care that it's raining or it's cold. Sometimes, they may even give up their study time to share their knowledge, and help me with academics. 

    The giving tree.

    I think of the book. There were no complaints, people keep giving, I keep taking. When I am capable of helping other people, sometimes I still say no. It may inconvenience me, it might make me cold, I will be tired if I don't sleep, I won't be able to make it to my other appointment on time. Excuses, because I don't like to put your needs first, I come first, I am selfish.

    The giving tree.

    I want to be more generous. Give with no expectations. It would be the most honorable to be known as a person who gives. I can still succeed when I put other people's needs first, because these people I often ask favors from, are successful people. Success is really not defined by the grades you get, the amount of money you make, the titles you have. I fear to become the people Jens describes, it is probably one of the keys to failure.

    The giving tree.

    There are nice people out there who don't know how to say no, me on the other hand, I say no too often. I have to learn to say yes. I have to learn to be on top of my own job, because Mrs. Gutoff said that the busiest people are the people with the most time. To become a person in the position to give, I have to be a person who manages my time well.

    But still give. 

    Keep giving. This is my next step: Keep giving. 

    p.s. I'd love to list people who I ask favors from, but these people are well known, they are around me, they are around you. & They are probably the same people we all ask favors from. I want to be one of them.

    Currently
    Kira-Kira
    By Cynthia Kadohata
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Monday, 10 May 2010

  • Maoz Vegetarian

    My recent favorite  "fast food"  places:
    • Maoz Vegetarian
      • Specializes in falafel, offers the opportunity to create meals, sandwiches, and salad combination. They are full of flavors from (almost) completely vegan, homemade, fresh salads and sauces.
      • A "healthier and affordable alternative." - per Maoz' website.
      • Located in New Brunswick, NJ right next to Qdoba on George Street, around the US and western Europe.
    • Chop't Creative Salad company -
      • NOT a health food store! You can make your salad as unhealthy or as healthy as your would like. 
      • Located in Washington, DC, and in New York City. Only.
    • Currently: "studying" (more like blogging and wasting time) in Piscataway: right next to New Brunswick: left-over Maoz in the refrigerator: perfect studying companion... that I am going to consume. Om-nom-nom-nom.

      p.s. I am almost completely moved out of my apartment on campus. Currently, I do not have access to a camera to take pictures and show off the good food I'm eating.

    5 classes completely done, 1 exam to go! (& procrastinating.)

    For those that know me... I also have a favorite cake store. Be shocked.  It's called Cakelove. I am not actually reading the book, but I think I should add that book to the list of books in my previous entry.

    OK OK, I will study now.

    Currently
    CakeLove: How to Bake Cakes from Scratch
    By Warren Brown
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